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About the retreat

As I Am is a retreat for men that refers to the teachings and example of Jesus Christ to teach healthy male behavior; what we call “Christ-like Masculinity™.” It helps men grow beyond mental, emotional, and spiritual blocks that prevent them from being the man they want to be and from improving their relationship with Jesus Christ. The retreat promotes identity, fraternity, a purposeful life vision and a plan of action.

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Spring 2023

When: Friday April 28th - Sunday April 30th, 2023

Where: Coalville, Utah

Coalville, UT is 50 minutes north east of Salt Lake International Airport

Coming Soon

When: Coming Soon

Where: Coming Soon

Further details will be announced closer to the retreat

Pricing

$490 - Early Bird

Spring - Register by February 1st, 2023

Coming Soon - TBD

$590 - Regular Registration

$520 - Brother Discount

Save $70 when you register with a friend

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What to Expect

As I Am is a retreat for men that refers to the teachings and example of Jesus Christ to teach healthy male behavior; what we call “Christ-like Masculinity™.” It helps men grow beyond mental, emotional, and spiritual blocks that prevent them from being the man they want to be and from improving their relationship with Jesus Christ. The retreat promotes identity, fraternity, a purposeful life vision and a plan of action.

Testimonials

What Participants Say

"Through the As I Am retreat I learned how I might communicate with my son and other men whom I didn't know how to reach and share my concerns and love. I also learned a great deal about acceptance from those I deemed far more masculine, put together and powerful, learning that I too possess those gifts. I saw newly acquainted men exemplify brotherhood and love through bravery and vulnerability and from whom I wished to always be a art of. Wonderful experience."

James, Twin Falls, Idaho

Topics Covered

Prior Retreats

  • ​What is an “experiential” retreat?
    How often can you say about your life that “I learned the hard way?” Life is an experience and that’s how it usually teaches us, experientially. It is in this spirit that an experiential retreat attempts to approximate life with activities that allow participants to learn while “doing.” Unlike life however, these experiences take place in a safe environment which allows time for analysis, reframing and even repeating the experience differently. Safety (physical, emotional and spiritual) is integral to any of the processes.
  • How is an experiential retreat different than a conference or a class at church?
    An experiential retreat is meant to be experienced, not witnessed. A conference or seminar requires passive participation - you sit, listen and learn. An experiential structure encourages active participation. For example, instead of reading a story to you, we may invite you to try on the shoes of one of the characters to see how they fit. ​ While there will be some teaching moments, even the teaching defaults to a more participatory discussion. The teaching moments are then supported by activities to help you practice what you have learned, implementing your new knowledge in real time with the support of your brothers. Enrollment is limited, with a low participant to staff ratio, which enables each participant to have the space and support he needs. 
  • Does the “As I Am” retreat require a belief in God or Jesus Christ?
    As I Am is designed for all men, regardless of their belief system. That being said, the principles and ideas are presented in the context and from the perspective of men who believe that there is a God in heaven, and that Jesus Christ is His son and the Messiah described in the bible. The retreat uses Jesus Christ as a role model and archetype, His divinity is left to each man to decide and experience individually. Each of us has been impacted by and reacted differently to association with religious communities. At “As I Am” we welcome each man’s unique experience without judgment and seek to support him in his personal journey.    Participation on the retreat is open to men of all faiths or lack of faith, wherever they find themselves at that point in their life’s journey. This includes, but is not limited to: men who consider themselves fully “active” in their faith and/or faith community; men who consider themselves “inactive” in their faith and/or faith community; men who have experienced or are experiencing some form of church discipline; men who are former members of a faith community; men in faith crisis; men who may have issues with church culture or policies
  • I'm interested! but... I'm afraid of having to be vulnerable with a bunch of men I don't know
    We hear you. Our modern culture doesn't teach men how to be vulnerable or give men permission to really address difficult things with each other. So, to help you feel more at ease, first, you will never be forced to do anything you don't want to do. You will always have the option to opt out of any activity. Second, we consciously and deliberately create a safe environment, so it feels natural to be vulnerable and share. Third, many of the activities are structured so that you experience the activity for yourself - in your own mind and body - at the same time as other men. We then invite you to share your insights after the experience. Fourth, we know what it's like to come to one of these retreats for the first time - we've all done it. We have intentionally created this retreat to be accessible so men can experience learning and growth without being overwhelmed.   ​ We will invite you to be vulnerable with others because Christ was vulnerable with others and that's part of how brotherhood is created. The most important question though is whether you're willing to be vulnerable with yourself. Sometimes that's even harder than being vulnerable with others. 
  • Is this retreat endorsed by any religious organization or community?
    No. This retreat was created and is presented by Discover Identity and through its men’s organization, Men of Good Will. We are individuals with a connection to a variety of faiths and faith communities. We believe that the concepts presented are consistent with the teachings of most Judeo-Christian beliefs. The retreat however was created and is presented independently and does not have an official endorsement or sponsorship from any organization or faith community.
  • Is this a religious retreat?
    This is a men’s retreat that references Jesus Christ and his teachings as the best model for men to use to create their own sense and expression of masculinity. God and Christ are referenced frequently, most often by participants.
  • Is there an intended outcome to bring someone to a belief in God or Jesus Christ, or to membership in a faith community?
    No. We do not have an anticipated outcome for the participants regarding faith or religious observance. The objective of the retreat is to provide an opportunity for participants to create their vision of self and assist in identifying and begin removing the obstacles that get in the way of living as that self. Any choices that individuals make regarding their relationship with God, Jesus Christ, or a religious community belongs to them and will be respected and supported during the retreat.
  • Is this a therapeutic retreat that addresses mental health or other serious emotional issues?
    This is a peer led, personal leadership retreat. While it will explore how to access healthy emotions and how to get past self-limiting stories, it is not a “therapeutic” retreat as outlined in the question. There may be individuals serving as staff members who have mental health training and/or credentials, but they are serving at the retreat as peers, experienced in creating and supporting personal growth opportunities.
  • I've heard of retreats asking people to do "crazy stuff".  Is this one of those?"
    That depends on your definition of "crazy," but no, that is not our intent. We use Christ's life as a model for our retreat. While some of his contemporaries may have thought he did some crazy stuff, we prefer to view His life as driven by a passion to do much good. The world can use more men who, like Christ, are willing to take a risk and lead the way in doing good. So, if we come off as crazy, it's because we're passionate about helping men unleash their most authentic masculine selves to do much good.
  • Is this a retreat that will “bash” religious communities, people, or God?
    This is not a retreat to “bash” anything. All participants and staff are encouraged to respect the beliefs of others, even if it differs from their own beliefs. Individuals are given the opportunity to look at their individual experiences and beliefs, even if those experiences are negative. The retreat does not promote one particular outcome other than to support men in finding resolution and peace, whatever that looks like for them.
  • What topics are covered on the retreat?
    Some of what you will learn on the retreat is meant to be experienced in the moment to approximate the way we learned as children and in life; many of life's lessons come by experiencing them first hand. In broad terms all the topics are presented in light of the teachings and example of Jesus Christ and include: ​​ Love Judging Authenticity Learning how my perceptions are about me Emotional literacy Christ-Like Masculinity™ Understanding and navigating guilt and shame Self-acceptance Moving beyond loss Brotherhood Vision Goal setting
  • Are there men's groups following the retreat?
    It is our intention to encourage men to integrate what they learn from the As I Am experience into their existing lives and brotherhoods, including but not limited to quorums, families, communities, or groups that men may wish to create whether independent of or in conjunction with Men of Good Will. Participants are invited, and provided with tools, to enhance or deepen their already existing relationships.
  • That being said, Men of Good Will™  offers the following:"
    Ongoing support intended to help men incorporate what they learned on the retreat into their own lives, encouraging them to be men who are willing to go first by modeling healthy behaviors for others. ​ A Healer’s community for men who wish to acquire the skills necessary and make the commitment to facilitate future As I Am retreats as well as other healing and educational experiences offered by Men of Good Will. On-going offerings in the form of retreats, groups, and seminars.
  • Why does Discover Identity charge for the retreat?
    If you compare the cost of similar retreats, As I Am is actually a steal. We would love to offer As I Am for free, but unfortunately, it costs money to operate. Our biggest costs are accommodations, food, travel costs for experienced facilitators, and materials. Discover Identity is a 501 (c)(3) non-profit organization.
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Doug

This retreat changed me. What happened on the retreat was even more than I could have hoped for...

 

I made more progress in those couple of days than I had in 9 years.

I feel reborn, rejuvenated, and recommitted to my desire to love and follow and serve God and Christ.

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Bill

This was a life changing and spiritual experience for me...

It was a memorable experience, a retreat that is unique, uplifting and rewarding.

I gained a new understanding of masculinity by following Christ's teachings and I encourage all to look and step into a new way of healing. Your reward will be greater than your investment.

Identity

Above all, this retreat is about identity. We invite you to go beneath labels,

titles, roles, accomplishments, and shame, and ask,

“Who am I?" 

“Who am I really?”

After learning tools, identifying and clearing away obstacles and forming answers to that question, you are encouraged to look at your relationships. You will learn to relate intimately, and clearly with others by asking,

“Who are you?”

Finally, we challenge you to envision your identity in the community, by asking,

“Who am I as part of God’s creation?” 

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As I Am™ was first produced in 2017 and is offered several times annually. It is also available for groups seeking to sponsor it in their existing communities. Check the Events page for the next available opportunity to attend As I Am™ or contact us through this website to discuss sponsoring a retreat in your area.

Upcoming Events

  • As I Am™ - Coalville, Utah (April 2024)
    As I Am™ - Coalville, Utah (April 2024)